01-13-2009
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Re: If u died, would I cry?
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Originally Posted by mr_j
I lost my aunt and both my grandmothers before reaching the age of 14
when you get the news you don't really fall down and cry
to me it comes later after the idea gets settled in my head"you will not see that person again"
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True , waking up from bed at night , knowin tht my mom is dead , was only shocking to me , more than heartbreaking.
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Originally Posted by mr_j
and seeing the dead body of the person who died makes me cry triple
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No , it didnt affect me in that way .
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Originally Posted by mr_j
but I always insist on seing the dead body 
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True. 1st day and 2nd day were traumatic , and very disturbing , having flashbacks of her in her last days mostly , and in her better days in a less ratio. blew in tears alot , at the funeral , carrying her to the grave broke my heart . only after 3 weeks till now , iv been havin depressing thoughts and sometimes cryin , cuz now i know tht i cant see her anymore , that she doesnt have this effect that she always had in the house , missing her more and more . it feels weird , not to have her in home .
is she somewhere? or she only seized to exist?
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