to sum it up last yr after i came back from lebanon i called my self a "boumeh" everything makes me tear up or cry.
now at funerals i cant help but tear up or cry and even if the person isnt close but all i think is that this person is going up to see those i have lost and i send my hellos with him/her i guess
its just a hard idea to think these people go somehwere u cant see anymore.
as for other times i cry. if the movie has sad parts in it i cry and if it has HAPPY parts i cry...u ask why. well im so happy for the happy ending that i cry hahahah i know pathetic.
when i leave my family here even if i know im leaving for vaca i cry. i come to leave from lebanon i dont cry. IM HISTERICAL.
me and crying we dont do well
but i guess u could say it gets things out?
-Miss O.