that I will live the same routines for all my life
I see people around me, how they never change, how they are all clones of each other, living insignificant lives, they go to uni, graduate, work 5 years, get married, spend 30 years raising their kids and then die, so focused on everyday's worries and on the problems in front of them that they forget the big picture, LIFE
many grow old, not having done what they wanted, never having traveled, partied... just lived a boring traditional monotonous life at that moment when they are old and helpless they look back with regret, but it is too late now, they cannot redo things
I'm 20 years old, my whole life has been routine up to this point, it will not magicaly change one day, realizing that I am wasting time, I see this end coming for me, and it is scaring me