Haha...I'm such a chicken head sometimes
(I pull through when it counts though
)
Welll....one of the things that scares me to the point I'd actually freeze in my place literally is falling.
Both literally and figuratively speaking actually.The literal part is really under estimated by people,or maybe I over exaggerate it from my point of view
(Which is more probable than the first option).
Now for the figurative part
....Not being up to expectations and disappointing myself(before disappointing others...because I could do something that counts as amazing for me but other people could find it just whatever.Here I could care less about people.) and people that believe in me scares me.
Having to settle for something just because I couldn't do all I really truly want scares me.
Having to depend on people at every teeny tiny thing scares me.
Living a life that's just meh because circumstances governed things to be like that without me being able to change things scares me.
About the death part,the idea of my own death doesn't scare me in itself.It's the after part sometimes...because I have a lot of work to do in order catch up to what I missed out on,It's never too late though
.I hope it'd be enough.
The idea of other people I love dying or getting hurt really scares me.
About the bugs
they really do freak me out
the bug fear isn't comparable to all the fears I mentioned earlier though
I'll live if I see a bug ya3ne
As long as I don't have to touch it.(Touching it is gross not scary
)
As always
sorry for the long post.
I'm not even sure anyone reads my posts anymore
