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Originally Posted by Justin
This feeling is no longer an obsession,
It all became the greatest depression.
All the happiness and emotion
Slowly turned into potion.
The cruel way in which you hide,
And how you cheated and lied.
It broke my heart,
And it's slowly starting to fall apart.
Why did it happen to me?
Pain and tears are always for me.
Please, listen to my screams....
All cause of my broken dreams.
Through this poem, I'm trying to explain
The greatness of my pain.
But no one will ever understand
The fear in which today I stand
Please do not expect me to explain,
For I can not explain what I do not feel,
Please do not speak,
For I do not hear,
I am not here,
You can only see my shell,
The shell is hollow inside,
I have died,
I do not exist,
When you look into my eyes,
You can see nothing but coldness,
I cannot be loved,
For I am not here,
My spark has been blown out,
The spark in me has burnt out,
The fun has gone,
The sky is dull,
It's just me,
Me getting pulled through bad times,
I don't say how I feel,
I think how I feel,
I'm hiding all the pain,
Putting on a fake smile,
The pain is growing without anyone knowing,
It's just me
A smile can brighten up someone’s day,
A smile can take all the pain and sorrows away,
This smile can hide all the sadness inside,
This smile can convince someone that you are fine,
But you can never convince yourself,
However hard you try…
Cause IT’S JUST ME…
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