i talked 2 him many times .. he knows how much i care abt him .. and i've been in the situation ma tarakleh wala kelmeh and i ba3adet for a while 3ano and he came back saying he's sorry w hek .. but the thing is that i ct stand cying him hek without doing anything ... all his life is turning abt alcohol and sex and *****es ... and gher kel shi m worried abt him getting sick bcz of it .. u know aids n stuff ...
today was the first time I SEE HIM drunk ... and it hurts ... it hurts so bad ...